Missing You Mommy...

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Tonights tasks...

When Mommy returned from dinner she found me dressed in my bow mini dress, gartered crotchless panties, thigh highs and my locking heels.  She was quite pleased to find me dressed to her liking and promptly ordered me to take my suction dildo, suction it to the bed post and give it a nice 5 minute long blow job.  Once i had finished that i was ordered to fuck the suction dildo for 20 minutes but was not allowed to cum.  oh i pumped that dildo so hard and pulled my hair and pinched and pulled at my nipples like Mommy wanted me to.  i was SO incredibly close to cumming so many times - but i know better.  Once i was done with that Mommy made me go on all fours to my fucking chair letting it fuck me on high for 30 minutes also without cumming.  oh i was just dripping juice all over the place and fighting to be sure not to cum.  my cunt got worked soooo well tonight.  Once i was done Mommy made me clean everything up and put it all away and then change into lingerie for bed.  i am wearing a red lace thong back teddy and i am ready for bed now.  thank You Mommy for a great night!

Dream

i had a dream the other night and Mommy wanted me to post it on here to tell her about it (so embarassing to have to share this).

 

my dream started out with Mommy yelling at me and telling me i was fat.  She had made me weigh myself and i had put on 4 pounds which made her very angry.  She told me that until i lost those 4 pounds i was only going to be referred to as "fat pig" and i would ask anyone i came in contact with (other than at work) to refer to me by that name.  Whenever i was not at work she made me wear a pig snout over my nose and i was not allowed to talk just oink.  All of my meals were to consist of 2 cans of baby food and that was it - no snacks, no sodas - only water, and definitely no sweets!  While she ate dinner she would make me get up on the kitchen table with an apple in my mouth, my pig snout on and carrots sticking out of my cunt.  She was so angry with me that she told me i had lost the priviledge to workout like i used to.  She would make me get on the treadmill completely naked telling me i would have to earn my right to wear a sports bra and shorts again.  Then she would make me run fast and stand there and watch as my tits would flop all over the place telling me how my fat ass was jiggling like crazy.  Then before bed she would spank me over and over until i cried telling me that i am nothing but a fat pig.  i woke up after that. 

 

Then last night i had a dream that Mommy instructed me that she just wanted to view on me what was important to her so i was to put on my fishnet bodysuit with the holes for my tits and cunt, some knee high black boots and she wanted me gagged and to put my hood on.  She told me to put all my hair up in the hood because my hair and face didn't matter, only my tits, cunt and ass did.  i went and dressed as she had asked and she played with my body like it was a toy for her.  She spanked me, pinched and pulled, fucked me hard all the while telling me what a great piece of ass i was.  i woke up after she said that and tried to go back to bed to make it continue!

 

 

 

Tonight...

Well tonight was interesting so far...

Mommy made me drive home without a bra on so my fat tits were bouncing all over the place!  Then when i got to a stop light i was to pull up my sweater and rub my nipples.  Gawd it got me so hot!  once i got home i was instructed to strip on the porch (it was FREEZING) and then i was allowed inside.  i got online and then was able to pee in the backyard nude, on all fours with one leg in the air like a dog.  oh i peed so fast it was soooo cold outside.  then i was let back inside and promptly instructed that it was time for a cunt inspection.  i had to bend over and hold open my cunt so Mommy could see if it was clean enough.  She told me it was a dirty mess so i had to tape my large plug to the coffee table with a cloth over it and bounce on it cleaning my cunt for 5 minutes!  ohhh it hurt my cunt so bad, but it made Mommy happy so that is what matters.  Once i was done with that, i was instructed to vibe my cunt and tightly gag my big mouth for 20 minutes in front of the front window for all to see.  mmmm the vibe felt so good and Mommy is so good at keeping me quiet!  Then i went and changed into a slutty outfit and i am waiting now for Mommy to return from getting her dinner.  i do hope she likes my outfit!

Shopping Around Online

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Work task

Mistress,

 

i completed the work task You had for me.  i went to the bathroom here at work and pulled my tits out of my bra rubbing them against the bathroom wall as i rubbed myself thru my slacks.  it was hard but i followed Your directions of not moaning out at all.  But WOW was there some heavy breathing!  Once i finished that i completed my task by getting down on my hands and knees, keeping my tits out and licking 3 of the toilet seats clean.  UGH it was so disgusting i was gagging as i had to lick up some pee left on one of the seats!  i then got to my feet, fixed my tits back in their bra, dusted off the knees of my slacks and came back to my desk. 

 

thank You Mistress for teaching me my place in life!

Thursday 9.9.10

Good Morning! 

 

i have been asked by Mistress to update our blog with a few details about today as well as the dream that i had last night.

 

Today: today i am at work and dressed in some slacks, 4" sandals, deep v-neck top to show off lots of tit and a blue push-up bra.  Mistress has also required that i spend the day at work with 4 markers burried deep inside of me all day long which i am allowed to only remove upon arriving home tonight.  She made me take a lap around the office with them and oh my gosh i am not sure how i am going to walk around today they wiggle all around in my juices!

 

My Dream: so i usually have very hot dreams when it comes to Mistress and last night was no different.  i dreamt that it was Saturday and she decided that i was going to spend the morning cleaning the house.  So she dressed me in my maid uniform and heels and then sent me to do laundry, dishes, vaccuming and scrubbing the kitchen floor on hands and knees with a toothbrush.  Once that was done it was noon and i was hot and sweaty and exhausted.  She then ordered me to put my vibe into a plastic bag making sure to seal it tightly with no air in the bag.  i was stripped down and sent out into the backyard.  She made me immediately jump into the pool submerging myself under the freezing cold water without hesitation.  She just laughed at how hard the cold water made my nipples.  She then threw me a flimsy lil mesh g-string telling me to put it on.  Once it was on i was also told to put on a pair of swimming goggles.  i was then told to clean up the leaves from the bottom of the pool and that each of the leaves would be collected in the front of my g-string like tips.  Once i finished my cleaning it was about 12:45 and Mistress made me count how many leaves i had collected.  i counted out 17.  She then told me to remove the g-string and lay on a raft because it was time to tan (Mistress likes to make sure i am dark skinned like her). She told me that i was going to lay for 45 minutes on my stomach and 45 minutes on my back.  i was told that since i collected 17 leaves i would get to use my vibe (no pumping it in and out just in me) on the raft for 17 minutes and i was allowed to choose when that would be as my present. i decided that i wanted to use it in the last 17 minutes.  Once i was done tanning i was immediately ordered out of the pool as i was yelled at for being a lazy fat ass.  i was ordered to get inside and put my hair up into a tight bun, put on a sports bra and my shortest jean shorts (which she had me specially cut to be like boyshorts with my ass hanging out), some socks and good tennis shoes.  Once i was dressed she sent me back outside in the backyard yelling at me that i was WAY behind in keeping up the yard and she wanted it cleaned up immediately.  The bushes were to be pruned back, some of the trees trimmed, all the plants watered, the lawn mowed, fertilized and watered and the patio furniture scrubbed down.  She told me that i had until 5:30 to get it all done so i best be running around to get it done.  i was moving around like the wind, sweating like crazy as i tried to get the backyard cleaned up to her liking.  Thankfully by 5:30 i had finished it all and she called me into the garage.  She explained to me that she needed to go run some errands and she would be back by 7.  i told her that i understood and she said that since i could not be trusted alone and that she could not find a babysitter for me that i was going to be locked up in the garage while she was away.  i looked over at the door to the garage as she smiled and said that the door wasnt' going to be locked.  She pulled down my wrist cuffs that were tied to a rope that were tied to the ceiling and told me to put my wrists above my head so she could secure me.  i asked if i could use the bathroom first and she said no and locked my wrists above my head.  She put a gag tightly into my mouth and then pulled my sports bra up around my eyes so that i could not see anything.  Then she pulled off my shorts and shoved a vibe inside me, slapped my ass hard a few times and told me that if i needed to pee or poop i would do so right there on the garage floor and that i would be responsible for cleaning it later.  She then took a feather and tickled my armpits to watch me squirm around a bit and see if i would be heard screaming out.  She must have been pleased because all i heard was "be good" and the door slam.  i woke up after that... pent up!!! 

 

i always have the BEST dreams about Mistress!!